~SakuraSagara910

One year closer to death.

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I have a senior meeting today so I had to get up early. Fail. ): I don't even think my parents remembered my birthday, lol.

Oh well.

Logged back on Gaia after a while to check up on messages--and guess what? I forgot about the mailing system for the birthday thing. I got several messages/profile comments like "HAPPY BIRTHDAY THOUGH YOU'RE NOT ON ANYMORE! :DDDD"

Bwah.

I should be going for my senior meeting now.

EDIT: Forgot to close that bold tag, my bad.

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Clubs

I got into my first accident today...in the parking lot at a grocery store near my house.

After 6th (Second to last class), a friend wanted to go to the store with me to get some coffee. Apparently, when I was exiting out of the parking lot or something after we got some Starbucks, I accidentally shifted it to drive...and the car inched forward a bit. I heard a small bump and I FREAKED out. I checked her car to see if anything was damaged, but I couldn't find anything. Rushed home afterwards.

Bad mistake, I know. I should've stayed there and waited for the woman to come out and tell her, but I panicked. And when I panic...it's not good. Yes, I know, I performed a hit-and-run. But I'm a frantic senior, so what do you expect from me?

So I had witnesses, and the cops found me at my house. I freaked out, started busting out into tears, and my woman (Whose car I dented) was kind enough to say that as long as our insurance pays for it, she won't file a report or something. So I won't have a criminal record, but...still.

I have a big car, btw. Nissan Pathfinder.

I cried SO much. Even bringing the topic up to my friends/boyfriend makes me cry. I'm scared as hell to drive again, especially because I have to go drive to school tomorrow. Not to mention that I'm not allowed to anywhere besides school, work (Though I quit...), and the ice rink. And maybe other places if my parents are with me. :/

I've got about half of this off my chest, but I've got a feeling that the guilt/regret feeling will remain on my shoulders until next month...I feel SO stupid for doing that. Oh my god. And my parents don't trust me as much anymore, not to mention that yelling at me doesn't help...you have no idea how bad I feel at the moment. I don't even think I'd be able to sleep tonight.

...Yeah.

By the way, I'm a senior now. Oh god. 5 classes, 3 of them are AP classes so far. AP Physics, AP Stats, and AP Calculus AB. Do NOT take AP Physics. Ever. You WILL regret it. Regular Physics isn't too bad, but...AP is crap.

...Not to mention that AP Physics gave me a bad start on this week.

Anyway, enough of this, I need some time to myself. But if you see me with puffy eyelids tomorrow at school or something, YOU'LL KNOW WHY.

And what Derek said was right--Asians are bad drivers.

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Clubs

Quick meme and update. Meme from .

You have a :
[x] Mother
[x] Father
[ ] Step-Father
[ ] Step-Mother
[ ] Step-Sister
[ ] Step-Brother
[x] Brother
[ ] Sister
[x] Nephew
[x] Niece (LONG story for both...second nephew/niece?)
[x] Cell phone
[x] Own bathroom
[x] Own room
[ ] Swimming pool
[ ] Hot tub
[x] Guest room
[x] TV
total: 10

[x] Fullsize or bigger bed
[ ] More than 8 pairs of shoes
[x] Sunglasses
[ ] Watch
[x] MP3 Player/iPod that works.
[x] PS2 that works
[x] Xbox that works
[x] Nintendo DS or PSP that works
[x] Gameboy/ Advance
[x] Gamecube
total: 18 (/orz)

[ ] Basketball hoop
[ ] Air hockey table
[ ] Pool table
[ ] Ping pong table
[ ] Fooseball table
total: 18

[x] Nightstand
[x] Stereo in bedroom
[ ] DVD player in bedroom
total: 20

[x] Job (I quit, does that count?)
[ ] Goes shopping at least once a week
[ ] Expensive cologne/perfume
[x] AIM/MSN
[x] Camera or camera phone
total: 23

[ ] Electric or gas scooter/motorcycle/car
[ ] Guitar/Drums/Bass guitar
[x] Piano/Keyboard
[ ] Any other instrument
[x] Been on a cruise
[x] Traveled out of the province/state
[ ] Had a personal trainer
[x] Expensive jewelery
[x] Met a celebrity (I met him when I went to Vegas recently, lol. Some Vietnamese emcee.)
total: 28

[x] Straightener/curling iron
[ ] Have been to a batting cage
[x] Have $100 on you right now (well, not in cash)
[x] Credit card or atm card or debit card or bank card
[ ] Been to Europe
[ ] Been to NYC
[x] Been to LA
[x] Been to Florida
[x] Been to Las Vegas
[x] Been to the Bahamas
[ ] Been to South America
total: 35

[x] Parents have a car
[ ] Jet Ski/boat
[ ] Camper
[x] Been to 5+ states in the US
[ ] 100+ buddies on facebook/myspace (Anti-MySpace, I refuse to get Facebook though.)
total: 37

[x] Home cooked meal almost every day
[ ] Been in a limo
[ ] Been in a helicopter
[x] own a digital camera
[x] Own a laptop
total: 40

1-22 = Ghetto
23-33 = Average kid
34-44 = Spoiled >.>
45+ = Upper Class snob

School starts on the 18th. Not too excited, especially because I had to register late (I was in California/Vegas when school registration was taking place) and so I can't go off campus during lunch for a few weeks. Ugh. I STILL haven't done my senior pictures or my summer calculus AB packet too. Yay for procrastination! >.>

Oh, did I mention that I quit Gaia? After being on there for three and a half years...I've finally broken my addiction. Except now I'm still addicted to DoMO. Lol. Oh well. I love DoMO anyway, except for some of the people on there, but people are always people.

Both of our scanners still don't work, so I still have to resort to using my camera. Bleh.

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kthxbi.

I'm also hoping that I'll be able to do the first variation of the 100 themes challenge. It's going to be CRAP since my scanner died and I'm saving up for an iPod Touch first before I get a tablet (I have enough, I just have to buy it whenever I feel like driving to Best Buy), so...yeah.

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Clubs

I come back on DeviantArt...and I see a completely new layout that confuses the crap out of me. WHY dA, WHY? I was JUST getting used to the old layout, too, ERGH.

Anyway, VERY quick update. I most likely won't update my dA anymore, but other than today's journal update...I'm going to move almost everything to scraps. Why? I've looked back at my work and I honestly don't think that all of the stuff that I've posted deserves to be shown in my gallery. So yes, it'll look empty...but expect some sort of updates in the future. Hopefully.

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Clubs

Taken from . I THINK I've done this before, but it was a long time ago?

1. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother & father's middle name)
Kim Truong

2. NASCAR NAME: (first name of your mother's dad, father's dad)
Quy ___ (I honestly have NO idea, he died when my dad was young)

3. STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
...If I did this, you guys would know my last name if you looked at all the questions. So no.

4. DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
Green Penguin

5. SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)
Kim San-Jose? (My mom and I have the same middle name, yeah.)

6. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fav color, fav drink, add "THE" to the beginning)
The Aqua Bubble Tea

7. FLY NAME: (first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name)
Kaam (Wtf?)

8. GANGSTA NAME: (fav ice cream flavor, fav cookie)
Mint Chocolate Peanut Butter (Wtf? x2)

9. ROCK STAR NAME: (current pets name, current street name)
Rosie Amethyst

10. STRIPPER NAME: (name of your fav perfume/cologne, fav candy)
Coconut-Lime Nerds (lololololol)

11. PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on)
Missy Vermillion

In other news...

I got my ACT/SAT scores back. I improved a CRAPLOAD on my ACT score, which made me really happy. SAT didn't improve much, but...eh. I'm retaking it for the last time when this year comes around.

I was going to get my wisdom teeth removed this week too, but after a recent dental appointment today, I get to wait another year. Hurrah!

Oh, I just broke up with Ricky. I have my reasons.

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Clubs